Monday, December 07, 2009

what a joke.

i find myself in tears.
and its getting hard to breathe.
but the lines won't stop coming.
and the acts keeps getting better.
i laugh. i laugh so hard.
my vessels burst through my knees.
i fall. i laugh even harder.
and the excruciating pain tickles my heart.
killing the beat and tearing it apart.
i roll over. my arms cradling my knees.
immersed in my own pool of blood i laugh my last.

squid.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

You express in very creative way, but yet- having so sad thoughts. Oh, if it only would be possible to just think "it" away! (Whatever "it" means)
I myself am "sorting out" and trying to "think away" at the moment, being sober, calculating, non-emotional about myself. It's hard, but I must get out of the bubble oh negativity, the goal that sometimes apperas to be just beyond the horizon.
I peg your pardon for my poor English, since it is not my ntive language.
Birgit

Unknown said...

Hi Birgit, thanks for dropping by. What is your native language, may I ask? I love languages. =)

Anonymous said...

Estonian :)

Unknown said...

Phenomenal. Thanks =)