lost.

there comes a point in life where you just don't know where or how the next step should be or look like.
i know i should show myself the way. i know its my life and the choices are all mine no matter what and how they are portrayed. and i know that if i don't love myself no one will. and as much as i want to tell myself everything is alright, i shouldn't believe in such a lie and face up to what's really happening and deal with it.

i haven't been talking to many people these days.
not even the close ones i used to pour my heart to.
coz these days i don't know what i'm listening to anymore.
and i can't hear myself too clearly. what am i trying to say?

listen.