come what may.

you can't force smt if it is not what it is.
its so hard maybe coz its not meant to be.
and we're frustrated, well i was frustrated,
coz i tried and i keep pushing and pulling.
you were right. i might have made promises
i can only dream of keeping.
and you deserve to be happy.
and you know you can't be happy with me.
i'm sorry i said all those things.
it was in a fit of anger and exasperation.
and right now, i just want to be happy.
and i hope you get your happiness soon.

and to you who told me to fuck off.
i'm sure thats what friends do these days huh?

i need nothing. i need no one.
yes. i will fuck off. goodbye.