Invisible, you look right through me.

what is required of me?
i've said all there is to say.
how does the entire world affect you,
drastically.
and i don't make a difference to you.
and i tried. gawd, i tried.

when words and actions don't tally.
tell me how i should believe.

i was happier when my feelings were hidden.
and i loved you from afar.

judge me, i don't care.
get mad that i can't understand.
that i can't stay and that i'm not perfect.

i painted love with pretty colours,
but you could only see in black and white.

what is required of me?
nothing.
because in nothing, i give more.