unimpressive?

its kinda hard to be all positive these days
tasks at hand:

1. complete re-submission of 3d project by 30th sept
2. complete 5 transcripts by 26th sept
3. find a job, a full time day job by end of oct or asap

i look like a wreck these few days.
so unkempt. so unimpressive.
i'm hoping that kite flying later will help.
i just need to breathe and relax.
the rest will follow.

anw, on a random note.
i found, no, i dunno how it happened.
but it looks like a good thing.
i hope its a good thing.
i hate to trust or lean but it feels so good doesn't it.
wherever that angel was sent from, i still think,
i don't deserve such a good friend.
i bet she will wear off soon.
but for now, thank you.