FTW.

like nothing else could happen.
something else did.
amazing.
i wonder why.
i've never asked.
but now.
WHY ME?

wtf have i done wrong to deserve this?
ftw seriously. i'm gonna disappear.

ARGH!!

dear god,
i know i've failed you on so many levels,
yet i'm sure you love me coz i have not killed anyone.
i just ask one thing from you this wretched morning.
and thats not to ensure that i pass my project.
coz at the rate i am goin i am embracing failure.
but i beg you, please let her be okay.
guide her with your light or whatever it is you do.
i'll stay away if i'm the one causing her so much harm.
just please, i want her to be okay.

your rebellious soldier,
and i beg you forgive me,

squid.