the blackest of hearts and their twisted smiles

i don't believe that you guys are the least bit concerned about me.
i do know however from observation that you just need to tarnish somebody constantly.
so stop making yourself look good by claiming you actually wanted to save me.
look, i am wise enough now (after having met you, actually) to know what is wrong.
and to the rest, yes you too don't care about me or my well being or my heart.
all you are trying to do is to use this as a venue to vent your past angst.
haven't you hurt someone before?
the only difference with her, and i must say she is still awesome btw,
is that she made mistakes, and bitter tongues wag, and they blow stories out of proportions, and obviously all the stories are bitter one sided versions.
you speak like you know the world. like your judgement is always right.
is it?

seriously now.

she makes me feel top of the world right now.
and we might get somewhere, or we might not get anywhere.
but thats my own problem. and u are the last ppl i will run to.
just look around you, can you trust anyone?
coz i've heard things, and i've heard it from here and there.
and then i turn around they say something different.
backstab, scandals, jealousy, drama and more drama.
before you fix one girl. why not fix yourselves.

and name calling people? on a social application like facebook.
thats too low for me. may karma bite you back real hard.
for all the hideousness you carry and spread.

you guys must be really something for me to want to blog about this.
so take it as a backlash or try to see the good out of this.

either way.
action speaks much much louder than words.
she deserves my attention. deal with it.

and you.. you break my heart.
but i noe you meant well.
and i'm sorry.