SQUIDIOLICIOUS

i was woken up by 2 phonecalls.
one of a job interview which i gruntly agreed to.
and another one that i sincerely rejected.
the amazing fact being that the one i rejected,
is still on my mind right now.
it offered me a glimpse of living one of my dreams.
but he called me today and i had to work at SPH.
and the gig was for tonite.

i noe many would have advised me to screw that and just go for the gig.
which makes me feel kinda stupid but i had to do the right thing.
the right thing don't feel good at all. alot of right things these days don't.
anyway, i cheered myself up by finally walking over to singapore post,
and finally submitting my video for the digicon contest.

and the ppl here bought many goodies like donuts from donut factory,
cakes from cedele and many more i am resisting from taking a peek.
i am fasting today you see. and i've been fasting since the start of Ramadhan.
its more of a spiritual thing and it bonds me closer to my family.

i am still thinking of that gig i rejected.
was i stupid? did i let something great go?
just let it slip away with a noble "notion" of trying to do the right thing.
i dunno. but i need to keep believing that many more doors will open.
and its not necessary that i shld walk into each and everyone of them.

things will look up. =)