july. my month. but this year.
i'm getting punished. grounded.
sucker punched. mocked. belittled.
so i'll stay in as much as i can.
stay smaller. be quieter. and you.
you. you. you. you. you. you. you.
each time i look at you looking at me.
my face looks like a poem dying to be read.
won't you read me? won't you figure out what i mean?
and at the very last line. won't you just melt?
and cave. and stop. and think. and fall.
so i'll catch you. no matter how frail my hands are.
i'll catch you like its the only thing i've been sent here for.
dreams. the only reason why i dun fall aslp easily.
i hate waking up when i haven't dreamt about you.
and i just hate waking up.
coz in reality, you dun even noe i exist.
JULY IS HERE.
well its coming!
here is what i have to do in JULY:
1. dye my hair.
2. prolly cut my hair.
3. turn 24.
4. finish my major project.
5. finish my 3D animation.
6. finish my 2D animation.
7. sew more plushies.
8. shut up.
and i am sure there are many things i have to complete by July's end.
I AM OKAY.
O-friggin-KAY =)
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