SQUIDIOLICIOUS

38.

i'm hungry and i haven't got anything done.
and i dun feel ace today.
in fact. i dun feel good at all.
at the rate that i am going.
trying and putting in effort.
i dun think i shld blame myself anymore.

so wtf is wrong with you?

TODO:
1) Everything from Day 39.
2) Kill the bad day.
3) Find something to eat.

+ @ 4:32am

did i mention i had a bad day?
it was subtly bad but enuf to shake me.
i sometimes just wanna disappear and finish all my school work.
without interacting with a single soul so no one can jolt my momentum.
if even a momentum does exist.
i can't think. i can't create.
i have no ideas. i am stagnant.
feels like bursting hot magma under a thick landscape of ice.
burn thru. i need you to.

seems like i've lost my mind.